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Colors of Life and Songs and Sonnets
Max Eastman
(1918)
Edited for the Web by Steve Spanoudis
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- SERENE the silver fishes glide,
- Stern-lipped, and pale, and wonder-eyed;
- As through the aged deeps of ocean,
- They glide with wan and wavy motion.
- They have no pathway where they go,
- They flow like water to and fro.
- They watch with never winking eyes,
- They watch with staring, cold surprise,
- The level people in the air,
- The people peering, peering there,
- Who wander also to and fro,
- And know not why or where they go,
- Yet have a wonder in their eyes,
- Sometimes a pale and cold surprise.
- Max Eastman

- SOMBRE,
- Sombre is the night, the stars' light is dimmed
- With smoky exhalations of the earth,
- Whose ancient voice is lifted on the wind
- In ceaseless elegies and songs of tears.
- Earth, I hear thee mourning for thy dead!
- Thou art waving the long grass over thy graves;
- Murmuring over all thy resting children,
- That have run and wandered and gone down
- Upon thy bosom. Thou wilt mourn for him
- Who looketh now a moment on these stars,
- And in the moving boughs of this dark night
- Heareth the murmurous sorrow of thy heart.
- Max Eastman

- MY MEMORY holds a tragic hour to prove,
- Or paint with bleeding stroke, the ancient thought
- That will to sorrow move all minds forever--
- All that love to know. It was the hour
- When lamps wink yellow in the winter twilight,
- And the hurriers go home to rest;
- And we whose task was meditation rose
- And wound a murmuring way among the books
- And effigies, the fading fragrance, of
- A vaulted library--a place to me
- Most like a dim vast cavernous brain, that holds
- All the world hath of musty memory
- In sombre convolutions that are dying.
- There at our faithful table every day,
- In the great shadow of this dissolution,
- We would speak of things eternal, things
- Divine, that change not. And we spoke with one
- Who was a leader of the way to them;
- A man born regal to the realms of thought.
- High, pale, and sculptural his brow,
- And high his concourse with the kings of old,
- Plato, and Aristotle, and the Jew--
- The bold, mild Jew who in his pensive chamber
- Fell in love with God. It was of him,
- And that unhungering love of his, he told us;
- And with soft and stately melody,
- The scholar's eloquence, he lifted us
- Sublime above the very motions of
- Our mortal being, and we walked with him
- The heights of meditation like the gods.
- I have no memory surpassing this.
- And yet--strange pity of our natures or
- Of his--there ran a rumor poisonous.
- Scandal breeds her brood in the house of prayer.
- And we, to whom these were like hours of prayer,
- We whispered things not all philosophy
- When he was gone. We knew but little where
- He went, or whence he came, but this we knew,
- That there was other love in him than what
- He taught us--love that makes more quickly pale !
- Ay, even he was tortured with the lure
- Of mortal motion in the eyes--and lips
- And limbs that were not warm to him alone
- Were warm to him. He drank mortality.
- Dim care, the ghost of retribution, sat
- In pallor on his brow, and made us whisper
- In the shadow of our meditations.
- Faintly, faintly did we feel the hour
- Advancing--livid painting of a thought!
- He spoke of Substance,--strangely--on that day--
- Eternal, self -existent, infinite--
- He seemed, I thought, to rest upon the name.
- And as he spoke there came on me that trance
- Of inattention, when the words would seem
- To drop their magic of containing things,
- And, by a shift, become but things themselves--
- Mere partial motions of the flesh of lips.
- I watched these motions, watched them blandly, till
- I knew I watched them, and that roused me, and
- I heard him saying, "Things, and moving things,
- Are merely modes of but one attribute,
- Of what is infinite in attributes,
- And may be called--" He spoke to there, and then--
- His pencil, the thin pencil, dropped--A crack
- Behind us--A quick step among the books--
- His hand, his head, his body all collapsed
- And fell, or settled utterly, before
- The fact came on us--he was shot and killed.
- But little I remember after that.
- What matters it? The deed, the quick red deed
- Was done, and all his speculations vanished
- Like a sound.
- Max Eastman

- RISE, rise, aerial creature, fill the sky
- With supreme wonder, and the bleak earth wash
- With mystery! Pale, pale enchantress, steer
- Thy flight high up into the purple blue,
- Where faint the stars beholding--rain from there
- Thy lucent influence upon this sphere!
- I fear thee, sacred mother of the mad!
- With thy deliberate magic thou of old
- Didst soothe the perplexed brains of idiots whipped,
- And scared, and lacerated for their cure--
- Ay, thou didst spread the balm of sleep on them,
- Give to their minds a curved emptiness
- Of silence like the heaven thou dwellest in;
- Yet didst thou also, with thy rayless light,
- Make mad the surest, draw from their smooth beds
- The very sons of Prudence, maniacs
- To wander forth among the bushes, howl
- Abroad like eager wolves, and snatch the air!
- Oft didst thou watch them prowl among the tombs
- Inviolate of the patient dead, toiling
- In deeds obscure with stealthy ecstasy,
- And thou didst palely peer among them, and
- Expressly shine into their unhinged eyes!
- I fear thee, languid mother of the mad!
- For thou hast still thy alien influence;
- Thou dost sow forth thro' all the fields and hills,
- And in all chambers of the natural earth,
- A difference most strange and luminous.
- This tree, that was the river sycamore,
- Is in thy pensive effluence become
- But the mind's mystic essence of a tree,
- Upright luxuriance thought upon--the stream
- Is liquid timeless motion undefined--
- The world's a gesture dim. Like rapturous thought,
- Which can the rigorous concrete obscure
- Unto annihilation, and create
- Upon the dark a universal vision,
- Thou--even on this bold and local earth,
- The site of the obtruding actual--
- Thou dost erect in awful purity
- The filmy architecture of all dreams.
- And they are perfect. Thou dost shed like light
- Perfection, and a vision give to man
- Of things superior to the tough act,
- Existence, and almost co-equals of
- His own unnamed, and free, and infinite wish!
- Phantoms, phantoms of the transfixed mind!
- Pour down, moon, upon the listening earth--
- The earth unthinking, thy still eloquence!
- Shine in the children's eyes. They drink thy light,
- And laugh in innocence of sorcery,
- And love thy silver. I laugh not, nor gaze
- With half-closed lids upon the awakened night.
- Nay, oft when thou art hailed above the hill,
- I lean not forth, I hide myself in tasks,
- Even to the blunt comfort of routine
- I cling, to drowse my soul against thy charm,
- Yearning for thee, ethereal miracle!
- Max Eastman

- [Leif Ericson, the Norse adventurer, sailed to America 500 years before Columbus --Max Eastman]
- THROUGH the murk of the ocean of history northward and far,
- I descry thee, Sailor! Thy deed like the dive of a star
- Doth startle the ages of darkness through which it is hurled,
- Doth flash, and flare out, and is gone from the eyes of the world!
- What watchers beheld thee, and heralding followed thy lead,
- Or bugled the nations into the track of thy deed?
- What continent soundeth thy name, what people thy praise?
- Who sendeth the signal of gratitude back to the days
- When thou in thy boat didst put forth from the world, and defy
- Infinity, ignorance, tempest, and ocean, and sky?
- No, history brags not of God, nor doth history brag
- Of thee, sailor, who carried thy sail and thy sea-colored flag
- Clear over His seas, drove into His mystery old
- The prow of thy sixty-foot skerry, whose quivering hold
- Could dip but a cupful out of His watery wrath,
- That stormed thee, and snatched at thy bowsprit, and licked up thy path!
- When mythical rumor sky-carried ran over the earth,
- With the whisper of lands that were dreamed of beyond the red birth
- Of the west-wind, the blood of thy body took running fire
- To launch and be swift o'er the sea as a man's desire!
- O rare is the northern morning that shineth for thee!
- A million silvering crests on the cold blue sea--
- And the wind drives in from the jubilant sea to the land,
- And, catching thy laughter, it tosses the cloak in thy hand,
- As taunting thee forth to thy sails in the frosty air,
- Where thousands surround thee with awe and a wondering prayer.
- And they that stand with thee--tumultuous-hearted they stand!
- They bend at thy word--I hear the boat sing on the sand--
- And they slip to their oars as the boat leaps aloft on a wave,
- With thee at the windy helm, joyful and joyfully brave !
- . . . . . . . .
- The depth of the billows is awful, the depth of the sky
- Is silent as God. Silent the dark on high.
- Naught sings to thy heart save thy heart and the wind, the wild giant
- Of ocean, agrin in the darkness, who rattles defiant
- A laugh through thy rigging, and howls from the clouds at thee,
- And moans in a mimic of pain and a murmurous glee.
- Still stern I behold thee, thy stature dim through the dark,
- Unmoved, unreleasing the helm of thy storm-driven bark.
- "God of our fathers, give signs to our sea-worn eyes!
- Give sight to Thy sailors! Give but the sun to arise
- In the morn on an island pale in the haze of the west!
- Beam of the star in the north, is thy only behest
- To gesture me onward eternally unto no shore
- Of these high and wild waters, famed for their hunger of yore?
- Then give to thy sailor for life the courage of death,
- To encounter the taunt of this wind with a rougher breath
- Of gigantic contempt in the soul for where and when,
- So it be onward impetuous, living, onward again!
- He saileth safe who carrieth death on board,
- He flieth a laughing sail in the wrath of the Lord!"
- So sang thy heart to thy heart, and so to the swinging sea
- In a lull of the wind, the song of a spirit free!
- Serene adventurer, lover of distance divine,
- Pursuing thy love forever though never thine,
- sun-tanned king with thy blue eyes over the sea,
- Who dares to sing, and live, the praise of thee?
- Not they that safe in a haven of certainty, steer
- From mooring to mooring with faith and with fear,
- And pray for a map of the universe, pointer, and plan,
- When all the blue waves of the ocean the courage of man
- Challenge to venture, not they are the praisers of thee!
- Nor they who sail for the cargo, and dream that the sea,
- In its wanton wild infinite wonder of motion and sound,
- Is bound by a purpose, as their little breathing is bound.
- The profit of thy great sailing to thee was small,
- And unto the world it was nothing--a man, that was all,
- And his deed like a star, to flame in the dull old sky!
- Of the story of apathy, age after decorous age going by!
- Grapes were thy import, winey and luscious to eat,
- Grapes, and a story--"The dew in the west was sweet!"
- Wine of the distance ever the reddest seems,
- And sweet is the world to the dreamer and doer of dreams!
- Weigh them, O pale-headed merchants--little ye know!
- Compute, O desk-dwellers, ye will not measure him so,
- For ye know only knowledge, ye know not the drive of the will
- That brought it with passion to birth--it driveth still
- Through the hearts of the kindred of earth, the forward fleeing,
- The kin of the stormy soul at the helm of all-being !
- Sailors, unreefed, and high-masted, and wet, and free,
- Who sail in the love of the billows, whose port is the sea--
- They sing thee, O Leif the Lucky, they sing thee sublime,
- And launch with thee, glad as with God, on the ocean of time!
- Max Eastman

- MIDNIGHT is come,
- And thinly in the deepness of the gloom
- Truth rises startle-eyed out of a tomb,
- And we are dumb.
- A death-bell tolls,
- And we still shudder round the too smooth bed,
- For Truth makes pallid watch above the dead,
- Freezing our souls.
- But day returns,
- Light and the garish life, and we are brave,
- For Truth sinks wanly down into her grave.
- Yet the heart yearns.
- Max Eastman
- ON A soaked fence-post a little blue-backed bird,
- Opening her sweet throat, has stirred
- A million music-ripples in the air
- That curl and circle everywhere.
- They break not shallow at my ear,
- But quiver far within. Warm days are near!
- Max Eastman

- SOFT little daughters of the mead,
- The random bush, the wanton weed,
- That lived to love, and loved to breed,
- Who hither bound you?
- You're innocent of all the screed
- That blows around you.
- Sweet daffodils so laughing yellow,
- Beneath a bending pussy-willow,
- You need not try to gulp and swallow
- The Apostles' Creed,
- Or shudder at the fates that follow
- Adam's deed.
- Big bloody hymns the choir sings,
- And blows it to the King of Kings,
- The while you dream of humble things
- That wander there
- Where first you spread your golden wings
- On summer air;
- Like Jesus, simple and divine,
- In beauty, not in raiment fine,
- Who asked no high or holier shrine
- In which to pray,
- Than garden groves of Palestine
- 'Neath olives gray.
- His name, I think, would still be bright
- Though churches were unbuilded quite,
- And they whose hearts are toward the height
- Should simple be,
- And lift their heads into the light
- As straight as ye.
- Max Eastman

- GOOD-night, little bed, with your patient white pillow,
- Your light little spread, and your blanket of yellow!
- I wonder what leaves you so pensive to-night--
- The breezes are tender, the stars are so bright,
- I should think you would wrinkle a little and smile,
- And be happy to think we can sleep for a while.
- Are you waiting for something? Or are you just seeming
- To listen so breathlessly, hushed, as though dreaming
- A form that is fresher than breezes so light,
- A coming more precious than stars to the night,
- Who shall mould you as soft as the breast of a billow,
- And crown with all beauty your patient white pillow?
- Good-night, little bed--are you lonely so late?
- We will lie down together, together we'll wait.
- Max Eastman

- Scene: A cell leading to the gallows.
Characters: A noble lady, who is an assassin. A common murderer.
- The chilling gray, a ghost of mortal dawn,
- Has touched them, and they know the hour. The guard
- Shifts guiltily his shoes upon the stone.
- They raise their eyes in languid terror; but
- The moment passes, and 'tis still again--
- Save, in some piteous way she moves her throat.
- There is a wandering of her burning eyes,
- Until they fix, and strangely stare upon
- The face of her companion. They would plead
- Against the heavy horror of his look;
- For not an idiot's corpse could strike the soul
- More sick with wonder.
- "O look up and speak
- To me!"--Her voice is startling to the walls--
- "Speak any word against this gloom!"
- He moves
- A blood-deserted eye, but answers not.
- "Tell if 'twas cold and filthy where you lay!"
- "Ay, filthy cold! Twas cold enough to keep
- The carrion from rotting on these bones!
- They never kill us--never 'til we hang!"
- He spoke a brutal tongue against the gloom.
- And there was heard far off a step, a voice.
- The guard stood up; a quiver moved her limbs.
- "Give me some simple word. Give me your hand
- In comradeship. We die together--and
- The while we breathe--we are each other's world."
- "No--not your world, my lady! Though we die,
- I have no grace to give a hand to you.
- My hand is thick and dirty--yours is pale!"
- "You say 'my lady' in the very tomb!
- Will even death not laugh this weakness off
- Your tongue? To think nobility abides
- This hour! My lady! 0, it is a curse
- That whips me at the grave! I was not born--
- Can I not even die, a human soul?"
- "Yes, you can die! And better--you can kill!
- Tis not your ladyship--the gallows' rope
- Snaps that to nothing! Death? Not death alone
- Can laugh at your nobility--I laugh.
- No--not your piteous ladyship--that dies.
- It is your crime that daunts me--That shall live!
- To plant, with this fine delicate little hand,
- Small heavy death into the very heart
- Of time-defended tyranny--that lives!
- The future is all life for you. For me--
- A glassy look, a yell into the air,
- And I am gone! No life springs up from me!
- I am the dirt that drank the drippings of
- A guilty murder--that is why I sit
- Like sickness here, and goad you with my shame!
- I'll take your hand. I'll tell you I was starved,
- Wrecked, shattered to the bones with drunken hunger,
- And I killed for gold. I'll tell you this--
- Your crime shall live to blot the memory
- Of mine, and me, and all the insane tribe
- Of us, who having strength in poverty
- Will not lie down and starve blot off the world
- Our having been the crime of our killed hopes,
- And gradual infamy!"
- The fever gleam
- Was in his eyes--the future! There it burned
- A moment, while he stood to see the door
- Swing darkly open, and the guard salute.
- She stood beside him. And together in
- High union of their fainting hearts, they faced
- The hour that brought them to their level graves.
- Max Eastman, March, 1912

- PINE spirit!
- Breath and voice of a wild glade!
- In the wild forest near it,
- In the cool hemlock or the leafy limb,
- Whereunder
- Thou didst run and wander
- Thro' the sun and shade,
- An elvish echo and a shadow dim,
- There in the twilight thou dost lift thy song,
- And give the stilly woods a silver tongue.
- Out of what liquid is thy laughing made?
- A sister of the water thou dost seem,
- The quivering cataract thou singest near,
- Whose glistening stream,
- Unto the listening ear,
- Thou dost outrun with thy cascade
- Of music beautiful and swift and clear--
- A joy unto the mournful forest given!
- As when afar
- A travelling star
- Across our midnight races,
- A moving gleam that quickly ceases,
- Lost in the blue black abyss of heaven,
- So doth thy light and silver singing
- Start and thrill
- The silence round thy piney hill,
- Unto the sober hour a jewel bringing--
- A mystery--a strain of rhythm fleeing--
- A vagrant echo winging
- Back to the unuttered theme of being!
- Max Eastman

- [These statues were exhibited at the Metropolitan Museum after the sculptor's death. The figures alluded to are the famous statue of Abraham Lincoln, and the monument in memory of Mrs. Henry Adams, the original of which is in the Rock Creek Cemetery at Washington. --Max Eastman]
- POET, thy dreams are grateful to the air
- And the light loves them. Tho' they murmur not,
- Their carven stillness is a music rare,
- And like the song of one whose tongue hath caught
- The clear ethereal essence of his thought.
- I hear the talkers come, the changing throngs
- That with the fashions of a day surround
- Thy visions, and I hear them quell their tongues,
- And hush their querulous shoes upon the ground;
- Thy dreams are with the crown of silence crowned--
- Though they feel not the glowing diadem,
- Who sleep for aye in their cool shapes of stone.
- Nor ever will the sunlight waken them,
- Nor ever will they turn their eyes and moan,
- To think that their brief Poet's life is gone.
- The tender and the lofty soul is gone,
- Who eyed them forth from darkness, and confessed
- His spirit's motion in unmoving stone.
- His praise upon no mortal tongue doth rest;
- By these unwhispering lips it is expressed.
- Soon will the ample arms of night withdraw
- Her shuffling children from the twilit hall--
- From that heroic presence, in dim awe
- Of whom the dark withholds a while her pall,
- And leaves him luminous above them all.
- Then are ye lost in darkness and alone,
- Ye ghostly spirits! And the moment rare
- Doth quicken that too sad and nameless stone,
- To move her robe, and spill her sable hair,
- And be in silence mingled with the air;
- For she is one with the dim glimmering hour,
- And the white spirits beautiful and still,
- And the veiled memory of the vanished power
- That moulded them, the high and infinite will
- That earth begets and earth does not fulfil.
- Max Eastman

- BORNE on the low lake wind there floats to me,
- Out of the distant hill, a sigh of bells,
- Mystic, worshipful, almost unheard,
- As though the past should answer me, and I
- In pagan solitude bow down my head.
- Max Eastman
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